In 2010, I had arrived! I had just been awarded to the President’s Club for the Fortune 500 company I was working for and was making over $200 thousand a year. I was 33 years old and proud of what I had accomplished. I had wealth, a family I loved, I was flourishing, however, I was far from healthy. At this time in my life I was addicted to pain pills and completely absent emotionally and mentally from my wife and children. I was doing my best, but I was a broken man living in a place of toxic masculinity and unaware of my past traumas and subconscious stories. The only value I believed in was the world’s egotistical success of money and business, but that wound up being one of my biggest issues and simply wasn't enough to fulfill me. It wasn't what I needed or yearned for.
A year later, in 2011, due to my incredibly toxic lifestyle and how utterly depressed I was, I forced my wife to leave me. My erratic behavior, growing drug abuse, and the constant turmoil was to much for her to live with any longer. I was intentionally sabotaging our relationship at this point. In my foolish, damaged mind I was going to live the wealthy bachelor life style and thought I would still be able to be a good father....How foolish was I?! Within two months of our separation, I was arrested for the first time, was hooked on methamphetamine, lost my corporate job, and found myself homeless. I was a broken man and everything was crumbling before my eyes. I was out of control, I had lost myself completely, and I didn't know how I was ever going to find my pathway back.
This journey of addiction turned into IV meth and heroine addiction, homelessness, 29 months in federal prison, and many near death experiences, including suicide attempts. It’s truly a miracle I’m still breathing.
Finally, in 2015, in the Special Housing Unit in prison, a miracle took place. I was sent to spend 40 days in the SHU and was completely suicidal and ready to end it all, but I came out a new man. I had an awakening that was met with Love and Grace. I had been a Christian for 20 years of my life, but this was a different awakening. It was an awakening from religion propelling me into freedom.
Since then, I have been on a healing journey and have transformed my mind and my life, breaking through the chains that bound me. I am no longer the man I used to be and have grown into the best version of myself, consitently working to improve on a daily basis. Healing, wholeness, and abundance is a process of transformation and it is now my mission to help others experience the same freedom by breaking through their chains of bondage within their minds and souls so that they are never a slave to their traumas, emotions, or bad behaviors again.
I AM Jeff Walsh, and I am here to help you.